bz...

Oh my after college starts..im so bz now..attending class 4 times a week..
Plus tight schedule..don even have enough time to rest when assignments comin to my way.
i miss de time goin shoppin wit Chloe..
we hardly meet each other now after class starts due to our bz
schedule n diff class time table..
I wan to go Shopping.....

do we need a new start up?or have we ever end it?

To whom u r..i know u know that im saying about "You"
Surprisingly to receive a mail from u..the contents actually makes my heart ache...
it gave me back all those bad and hurtfully feelings i got when we broke up.
Yea we broke up coz of A and u told me that u r not goin to choose either 1 of us but the results shows that u actually kind of 'choose' her tat time.
at tat time im sure that u still cant let her go..
U say tat u send me a text saying tat ask me to wait for u and if i can i will c wat is worthy to wait.
im sorry to tell u tat i did not receive such a msg after we broke off..
Ask urself in these 5 years ever since we started to know each other and couple,at which point or when did i never waited for u?infact i waited for u too long n too many times..
U always asked me to wait for u but have u ever thought of u waiting for me?
The answer always come out wit me waiting for u n there is always a No for u waiting for me.
U sees and feels tat i don get mad at u..yea is correct coz im alredi used to these kind of feelings for the numerous time we broke up in between these 5 years.
I actually feel used to it or even numb at these kind of feelings d.i don know how to hate u anymore,coz i always duno y i hate u for since is ur choice to let go me so many times.
At last u got the "being dump" feelings d. do u know how hurtful it is now?
if yes try to imagine that..im havin these kind of feelings all de while for 5 YEARS..
do u know how painful and how much i suffers?
I thought of turning myself to b a fren of urs is better than being ur girlfren but it still feels the same to me.each n everytime u come to me and started to say things about u n other girls my heart ache alot..
i still rmb 1 time u said tat comin bek to Malaysia is coz of A n now since both of u broke up is nthg or no reason for u to come back here anymore.hav u ever tink of comin back because of me?not even when tat time we got bek together?
do u know tat i always try to b happy and carefree in front of u? i always want to hide those feelings i still have towards u...u hurt me alot do u know tat?
do u know how deep is de wound now?whenever the wound tries to recover u will start comin back to it and pours some salt on it..i deeply painful in there.
have u ever tink before how much i hav sacrifice for u all these 5 years? how much pain i get?
i always gave u chance but u have never appreciate it.i gave u numerous chance and forgiveness thruout these 5 years.don ever forget i have nvr say Break up wit u once normally u says tat.
no matter wat u did to me in the end i will end up forgiving u..
i was tinkin should i ever gives u tis last chance again?the answer is i dunno.i cant make decision
so this time i will pass the decision to god.
So heres de deal..im not sure tat hav u ever c things in my blog but it doesnt matters now i wrote all these ere without thinkin u will c it anot.i wan to know do we have faith anot..
If u saw this before u come back and find me den it means we still have faith.
i will give u de last chance,so the next time u come find me bring 1 thing tat i always wanted to get from u all these while,if u still remembers it.
If u bring de correct thing then it means god gave us faith and chance to b back together again.
Good Luck ...

Tiring...

ARgh,..i started my 1st day of college life today..
I have never thought of having a full schedule class for de 1st day of my study..
we like onli hav 30minutes break in between 3 hours class.
and guess wat thanks to our English lecturer Mrs Choong we hav an assignment on de 1st day of class..thanks mdm....
having class tomoro till 6pm..i hope it wont be a sleepy day for me...

Special Thanks to...

.Special Thanks to.

Those who came for my suprise party
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Chloe Chianz
Irene Kwan
Ida Tham
Patrick Lai
Si Yong
Jacky Chong
Alex Chew
Kenneth Chan
Wai Keong
Voon Teng
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My SFI(SHINee Forum) buddies

Chelsa(Chestal)
Lia(KeiLia)
PynkFaery(Keiry)
Kc(Crissey)
Aina(Aistal)
Piko
Ying Teng Unnie
Jen Jen (Mrs Key)
Astrid Unnie
Wsupitsm
Anax3jonghyun
Lizzie
Luvluvalmightykey

Those who sms or call me
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Katherine Song
家伦
伟良
Bee Quan( Ah Bee Darling)
P'Jazzy
Boh Yee
Sook Leng
Vivian(TVXQ)
Wei Kuan
May Ying
Shu Hann
Keng Lai
Sam Lim
Chee Ho
Evon(TVXQ)
Tze Yang


Those who wish thru Msn,FB,FS,all my other acc..
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Miss Beatrice Looi(Designer)
Amiyumi(GM)
Christina
Queenie
P' Ann
Rody
Agnes Cher
Eunice Aw
N'Ling
Esma
Linn
Ken Hong
Bow
Shu Siong
Rini
Sherlyn Fei
Jeremy
Sharon
Chrissy Piu Ceh
Kathy Piu Ceh
Nellskwy
Teeranan
Ecko
Charles
Henry Ong(Ou)
Isaac Lim
Nana
MikeKey
Tee
June
Ck tam
o2chris
bachelorette
Mike H
Mayiz♥GM
→once•upon→a•time
P' Natascha

Thanks Guys For the wishes....
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Suprise Birthday Party....

That day my birthday i was feeling so down n emo..
I thought that my frens r nt free to help me celebrate my birthday.
those who manage to celebrate my birthday at 1st was onli Chloe and Irene..
In de afternoon i went to my aunty shop to help around and my cousin n his
husband gave me a suprise..i receive a bouquet of flowers from de nearby florist
and is from my lovely cousin sister and cousin brother in law...so sweet....
At around 5 something Chloe came to the shop and pick me up and we headed to 1u..
We den went to Forever 21 to have some shopping before Irene reach
.around 15minutes later Irene came n Join us.

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Wanted to buy tis black dress at 1st but i din ..at de end up buying a blue colour one piece dress
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after that Chloe and Irene went up to Neway Kbox to get a room..
but they call me and say the price is too expensive d so say lets go eat dinner..
we say we will meet around de new wing HoneyMoon there.
Once i get down there i waited for them for sometimes den i say them walkin towards me.
Chloe den say " lets go sing k now"..i was like "i thought u say is very expensive just now"
Irene den say "argh..nvr mind..we book de room d..so lets go".
at that time i did feel something amiss..but we still go up to Neway..
Den i saw Ida standing in de reception area.i ask her y is she ere she say she come ere to look for
frens.(i was ok coz she use to work ere be4).
as we walk to de room..guess wat she was goin in to de same room n say ..haha
im a suprise lol..i came ere to celebrate for u lol..
i was damn happy tat time lo..they went out to get some foods while i stay in de room n choose de song..


Hmm...yum yum.....

My 3 Pretty Ladies...BFF always...
Love them much..thanks to them for de suprise and unforgettable birthday.

Suddenly they come in with a plate of cake..while singing birthday song..wah...great...
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My 1st Birthday cake of de day..
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after sometime ida say wanna change room coz de room too small d..so i was like ok...
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around 30minutes later someone knock de door and wai keong appear there.haha..
i look at Chloe ,she was like..haha yea i called him..
den sometime later..voon teng..came in too..
i look at chloe..she was like they 2 r the onli people who can make it..
suddenly my fone rang it was Siyong..i get out of de room n talk to him..
we were like talkin halfway den i pass to Chloe de call coz i was a bit bz..
Den chloe come bek n say tat SiYong and Kenneth cannot make it.
i was like sad coz they 2 r 1 of my buddies from secondary school.
so we get back to de room..n less then 5 minutes they popped out..
i was like..i thought u say u cant make it..they say tis is suprise,..
lol....
Chloe say they will be really de last batch of people lo..i was like thanks girl for all tis suprise..
who knows de suprise is nt end yet..
while we eating n singing..suddenly Jacky,Soon Teck and my lil Bro Patrick came in with a Cake...
lol....OMG....Sobs s0bs...

Was damn touch lo...
but who knows in de end after blowing out de candles...
My face end up on de cake...swt"

My Best "Ji Mui" and my Best "Brother"

My best High school buddies...

Those who came...due to JAcky and Alex gt to leave 1st so no pic wit them.

Ends with a good group picture..

Organiser of the Day Miss Chloe Chianz..
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Happy Birthday to Me.....

wow..is pass 12am d..it means is my birthday lu..
lets sing a birthday song for myself
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Happy Birthday to me,
Happy Birthday to me,
Happy Birthday to me n myself,
Happy Birthday to me...

RaiNing...

its raining heavily outside now so do it in my heart..
tomoro is my Birthday but it seems like im not celebrating it...
my parents forgot my birthday,my bro went to genting d,my best friend aint free tomoro,
my dynacom friends all workin tomoro.
tis year birthday is juz like the birthday i had all de while..
borin..no 1 rmb...no cake no present..
i alredi get use to tis kind of birthday d...

Happy Birthday Hubby Kim JongHyun

Yeah..is 8th April at last..
it Means....
My Hubby Kim Jong Hyun's Birthday....

Saengil-chukhahabnida Bling Bling JongHyun

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Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to my love JongHyun,
Happy Birthday to you.

Me,Lia & Chelsa's(Chestalia) hubby is growing up d..so fast old 1 year d..hehe
Hubby..we love u always..i wish u all wishes,hopes and dreams all come true,album sell much much around de world...gettin more famous day by day...be healthy always...stay happy and take care of ourself always..
all the SHINee World Citizen will always care for you and support you...we hope to c u soon...
ever since saying makin a wish..tis year my birthday wish is hope that you r happy stay healthy and i wish i could see you soon...

김종현, 퀴시델 영원히사랑해요~ 네가 너무보고 싶단다~
Bling Bling JongHyun keep on bling~
김종현 Hwaiting~샤이니 Hwaiting~,샤이니 World Hwaiting~

Love you always hubby,
퀴시델

My Hubby is comin back once again ....

Good news...
hubby Golf and Mike is comin back once again....
Tat day 1st of April..KY sis gave me a good news...
She say my hubby GM is comin again for Promotion Tour on de 15,16,17 may...
Yeah....love it man...cant wait for de day to c them again...
P' Golf P'Mike ka...kidtung Kum mak mak na....

Tired but Suprise??

Arghh..i juz come back from Kajang "pai san"..
Is really ahot day but in de end we get all wet coz it suddenly rains...
After reaching home im so tired but it still doesnt stops me from goin on9 n check my stuffs.
when i goin thru all my acc den it comes to 1 of my acc inbox..its wit a mail.
so as usual i click on it n found out is a reply from CHIN..yes is him..
the thailand guy CHIN INDRACUSIN..
that day when i came back from the game show shooting i send him a msg and as him to take
care coz i found out that day he wasnt in Malaysia for promote is bcoz tat he fall sick d.
I didnt expect a reply from him coz normally Artist wont reply fans msg,like GM din reply our fans
msg too even if we send them birthday wishes.
CHIN turn out to be 1 of the friendly 1 besides than Ah Ze.
coz Ah Ze did reply me too when i wishes him goodluck and all de best.
Now i notice that there r still artist tat is friendly..
Thanks CHIN and AH ZE for replying..really feel very happy...
oh yea guys pls do support the new drama acted by
CHIN,AH ZE and XIN YI
Title: Love 18 (逆风18）
Every Saturday:6pm(11.30pm repeat)
ASTRO AEC Channel 301

A total disappointment

yesterday went dinner wit my parents and dad's fren in Imperial Restaurant.
den my dad ask his fren is he available on thursday,coz my dad thought of bringing me to
Penang for a trip before my college starts..
den i count de date n tell my dad taT i cannot make it on thursday,den he ask y?
Oh my how could they forget..Thursday is my big day...my birthday lol...
Den mummy say she is chinese,and will onli rmb our chinese birthday but after that she onli
notice that my chinese birthday alredi passed 1 week d..oh my tis is totally hurtfull.
Every year seems to b no 1 will rmb my birthday nor helping me to celebrate.
now even my parents forget my birthday....
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Big Suprise...

wah..i got a big surprise from my dad today..tat day he told me a bad news tat he is not goin
to change my room clothes cabinet..i was damn sad at tat time..
But..today when i get home..i was surprise..coz there is so much diff in my room...
i got a new wardrobe for my clothes..yeah and a new study table too...
Tomoro got a new table for my cosmetic 1..wow...damn happy...but..
something make me gone crazy is..beside than de new cabinet my room is full with things..
all my belongings gone flying and lying all over my room...
and i gotta clean all it now if not i got no place to sleep again today..not even de floor lol...
argghh...ache-ing everywhere again....
Thanks dad for de new stuff and thanks worker for makin my room damn messy lol....
coz of de cleaning..so have to wait a few more days onli will update bout de shooting scene thingie..
Commai Mianhae ......

Show Preview???

APRIL FOOL?


Lol Since Christina and Shu Hann did a preview on wat we done on 1st of April..
i tink i should do a preview oso lol...coz im damn bz and lazy to blog it up 1st...
but remember to stay tune...

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